Life's Little Speedbumps

Well I did it....I finally went out and found another job; one I can actually breathe at and where I won't have to work nights or weekends...where I will actually have time to spend with my husband. These past few weeks I have been working the night shift day after day, working weekends for almost a year now...55, 65, sometimes 80 hours straight...and on salary. Talk about draining. These past few weeks I have hardly seen my husband at all...leaving for work before he gets home from work and coming home to him already asleep. Now he is out to sea and I miss him so much. I feel like the trip is even longer because of those days I didn't get to spend with him before he left. I hate that my job took that precious time away from us. Don't get me wrong, I actually love what I do. Being a hotel manager is a very complicated and in depth job and it takes a lot, but I want something better for my family. Something where I can pay the bills but have time to spend with my family, too. Don't we all want that? I turned in my notice...I actually did it....whew....